Despite all of that, we left. And abruptly. And I’m not gonna lie; it ached a little bit.
Back in NYC
Why did we move back to the Upper East Side? It all started this past Mother's Day in LA. I was blasting Neil Diamond (as one does), when suddenly, my older son appeared at my doorstep from New York. No warning, no text—just there.
It did something to me, physically. (He apologized.) I realized how much I missed him, and how nice it was to see the two brothers together. Playing ping pong, joking around in the jacuzzi at night. Playing Geo-guesser. It means so much to me to see them together.
Then there was the FOMO. Watching my son carve out his adult life in NYC from afar was hard, I'll admit. New York has always been my true north, the backdrop of my parenting life, and my professional headquarters. I’ve lost count of the times I’ve flopped onto my bed and cried, New York is the only place I’m ever truly at home!
So here we are. Back in the chaos, back in the magic that is the greatest city on earth. Does my younger son miss LA? Yes, it was a vibe. It was sigma, bussin' and it had 'rizz. I feel incredibly grateful that we're even able to experience both cities. He's getting used to it though the public high school application process and his abysmal lottery number hasn’t helped.
Before we made the big move (by airplane with 9 suitcases) I had to be physically present to sign the lease, so I did a 24-hour round trip from LA to do so. It was so jarring, surreal. I didn't even feel like I remembered how to cross the street! Wait, people cross against the light? Which way are the cars going? Why are the streets so narrow? I arrived before the leasing office opened, and got a coffee at the old bodega. Walked to the old park along the East River. The trees were bigger, and there were more of them. Things were fancier, but the same. I was home.
The Future is Unwritten. Help Me Write It.
So now, it's time for me to rebuild my photo business here in NYC. Photography is still my strongest skill. Google removed my business page and I'm still trying to figure out how to fix that. Until then, I'm open for business. This is where you come in. Let your NYC friends or visiting friends know that I’m here for their events or photo sessions. And, if you’re ever “in the City” please give me a call! Because I’m not traveling anymore. : )
I wish you the happiest of holidays, and hope that you'll reach out and let me know how things are going. I shared my story of the past 3 years, and I really want to hear yours. x, ES